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November 10

近感

每天早上六点半,晚上十二点。慢慢地享受这最后的大学秋天。虽然物是人非,但心境依旧波澜,好似第一天踏进校园。周边的花草好像还没看遍,时间已经匆匆将我向前推走。想问一问平行世界里的另一个我,在你那儿,回忆是什么颜色的?
满足于自己的世界,好像它就是整个宇宙,一刀空白的稿纸,一本书就能排遣一个下午的寂寥。二郎腿,浓咖啡,大耳机。
放出话来,明天的世界是我的,可又有谁人会听?但求怡然自得,百病不生吧。
October 12

请问这里有人吗?

最近状态平平淡淡,一直努力往在通宵教室里挤,最终在多方努力下,得到了其他同学不在时的作为零时使用权。于是终于可以慢悠悠的进教室,舒舒服服地看书了。但发现,人真的很需要归属感,一个属于自己的位子,椅子,屋子。不被人打扰,为了这样一个位置,人们不惜明争暗斗。搞得精疲力尽后失败者垂头败北,胜利者昂首阔步。
调侃自己最近的生活是填鸭式的,无规律的生活一点也不为过。虽说精力算不上充沛,但也不至于不济。学习的内容非常纷繁复杂,加上同等竞争者的不断增加,压力自然也是有的。
于是,在恍惚间,仿佛回到了当年,那些个当年,那些个自己没有压力的年代,即使题多如山,也自然一笑了之;依旧在兴趣中找寻自我,找寻乐趣。倏忽间的乐趣还未让我满足,现实又将我拉回了现实中。
最近买了回力的老鞋,被当代人称之为“潮鞋”,Taobao的鞋店老板也大家赞赏我的眼力好。其实我也只是找找过去穿着这种鞋的过去的影子。走走依旧平坦但也不乏波折的小路。这种感觉,颇有一种革命部队“忆苦思甜”的感觉。
“同学,请让一让。”一个声音在我背后响起。我诧异,回头,原来是位子的主人回来了。无奈,收拾,找寻下一个落脚的位置。
“同学,请问这里有人吗?”
September 17

one day in spring

无意中找到了口译考试的插播音乐,有一种朦胧回到昨天的感觉,虽然这种感觉来的早了一些。
 
这首歌叫one day in spring,从这首歌中,我总能隐约感觉春雨靡靡,树影婆娑,满目的绿色让人心驰神往。想象着自己放松于这样的环境中,偷得半日闲。
 
其实自己自认是一个蛮清高的人,不谑美国发音,高级口译考试,考研等等。但渐渐的,发现自己也就这样陷进去了,活脱脱的一个普通大学生,长得不咋的,未来也说不清。可能这就是我等中国青年的状态吧。慢慢的,也就这样习惯了。
 
花了很大力气,找了很多陌生人,也费了很多口舌,难道真的要像算命的说的那样,不能专于学习之中吗?
 
接下来要买一支录音笔,准备买现代出产的便宜货,实习带来的最大好处就是知道了挣钱的不易。
 
挺晚了,睡觉了。
August 31

时间流逝

实习,就这样结束了,被我亲手早早结束了。在浦发银行的这段时间,过得很快,很漫长。
 
想起当初在面试时候说的那些话,历历在目,开心的,懊恼的,都一并显现在面前。还记得当天的整洁衬衫,牛仔裤;干净整洁的和婧儿去面试。
 
现在,我已经坐在家里,等待着明天去挤赶往松江的轻轨,开始本科最后一年的征途。
 
和婧儿,和Only的Roy都聊过自己的过去,现在和未来。苦笑自己活在过去的样子,科学研究发现,那是一种自我保护的手段,可能自己受到的打击很大,有点难以承受吧。
 
但现在的生活其实颇为释然,觉得凡事都顺其自然,甚至自嘲的说自己放弃北大而去了外贸是看好外贸的潜力。每天做好最后一天的打算,为了能力而不是考试而去复习,准备;不知道结果会如何,但愿会好。
 
或许是失败成了一种习惯。总是喜欢在心底里去忘记结果,去关心过程。对我来说,只是对我来说,结果真的是一个只能在远处遥望,不敢近看的东西。能力和水平告诉我,我还没有达到能让自己永远安逸的日子,或许,永远也不会有这一天。
 
脑子里总是萦绕着很多梦境,他们平静而又真实,但好像总是触摸不到。梦中也会拼命奔跑,可是总也跑不快,有时又拼命奔跑,好像跑到了世界的尽头。都说要让梦想驰骋,或许我的梦境就在不停的驰骋着,高山,峻岭,或是一马平川。
 
时间流逝,就让过去的人和事过去,过去的经历作为财富;谢谢走过的一些人,一些事。
 
时间的邮戳盖在了今天的日历上,接下去的路,何去何从?
August 09

existing? living?

我们到底是existing?抑或是 living?这个问题其实挺难答。
 
existing,顾名思义,就是生存着,或者偏激一些,说成是苟且而生;
 
living,就是生活着,为了对比,暂且美其名曰享受生活。
 
在暑期课堂上,我听到了这样的问题,当这个问题突然出现在我眼前的时候,真的挺难回答。到底我在生活吗?或者说,我在苟且这一辈子吗?
 
晚上7点到9点,这个被称为“决定一个人一生成就”的时间段,我承认,我不是在游戏就是在回家的路上,暑假在家的这段时间,除了每天周去听一阵高级口译的课,在银行实习的日子真的让我麻木了,服务业虽然能锻炼一个人,但是我发现自己对这份职业没有激情,没有动力。看了波士堂对李开复的采访,我发现自己与他的目标居然那么一致,但是他行动了,成功了;我没有行动,而且看似也不太可能成功了。
 
诚然,一个人的成就应该是在盖棺时下的定论,可真的有成功想法的人总是千千万,道理人人都懂,可真的成就者几何?
 
那些胸怀大志,可没有行动的人,他们算是苟且还是享受着?
那些胸怀大志,行动了,可没有成功的,他们呢?
 
我觉得,Existing+acting=living。大部分人缺的,就是acting吧。
 
每天7点到9点,你在干嘛?
不论你在工作,学习,还是休假。
 
Living or Existing, you have your choice.
But at least right now, you are living because you are reading my blog.
呵呵 
April 09

July

One has the leisure of July for perceiving all the differences of the green of leaves. It is no longer a difference in degrees of maturity, for all the trees have darkened to their final tone, and stand in their differences of character and not of mere date. Almost all the green is grave, not sad and not dull. It has a darkened and a daily colour, in majestic but not obvious harmony with dark grey skies, and might look, to inconstant eyes, as prosaic after spring as eleven o’clock looks after the dawn.

Gravity is the word–not solemnity as towards evening, nor menace as at night. The daylight trees of July are signs of common beauty, common freshness, and a mystery familiar and abiding as night and day. In childhood we all have a more exalted sense of dawn and summer sunrise than we ever fully retain or quite recover; and also a far higher sensibility for April and April evenings–a heartache for them, which in riper years is gradually and irretrievably consoled.

But, on the other hand, childhood has so quickly learned to find daily things tedious, and familiar things importunate, that it has no great delight in the mere middle of the day, and feels weariness of the summer that has ceased to change visibly. The poetry of mere day and of late summer becomes perceptible to mature eyes that have long ceased to be sated, have taken leave of weariness, and cannot now find anything in nature too familiar; eyes which have, indeed, lost sight of the further awe of midsummer daybreak, and no longer see so much of the past in April twilight as they saw when they had no past; but which look freshly at the dailiness of green summer, of early afternoon, of every sky of any form that comes to pass, and of the darkened elms.

Not unbeloved is this serious tree, the elm, with its leaf sitting close, unthrilled. Its stature gives it a dark gold head when it looks alone to a late sun. But if one could go by all the woods, across all the old forests that are now meadowlands set with trees, and could walk a county gathering trees of a single kind in the mind, as one walks a garden collecting flowers of a single kind in the hand, would not the harvest be a harvest of poplars? A veritable passion for poplars is a most intelligible passion. The eyes do gather them, far and near, on a whole day’s journey. Not one is unperceived, even though great timber should be passed, and hill-sides dense and deep with trees. The fancy makes a poplar day of it. Immediately the country looks alive with signals; for the poplars everywhere reply to the glance. The woods may be all various, but the poplars are separate.

All their many kinds (and aspens, their kin, must be counted with them) shake themselves perpetually free of the motionless forest. It is easy to gather them. Glances sent into the far distance pay them a flash of recognition of their gentle flashes; and as you journey you are suddenly aware of them close by. Light and the breezes are as quick as the eyes of a poplar-lover to find the willing tree that dances to be seen.

No lurking for them, no reluctance. One could never make for oneself an oak day so well. The oaks would wait to be found, and many would be missed from the gathering. But the poplars are alert enough for a traveller by express; they have an alarum aloft, and do not sleep. From within some little grove of other trees a single poplar makes a slight sign; or a long row of poplars suddenly sweep the wind. They are salient everywhere, and full of replies. They are as fresh as streams.

It is difficult to realize a drought where there are many poplars. And yet their green is not rich; the coolest have a colour much mingled with a cloud-grey. It does but need fresh and simple eyes to recognize their unfaded life. When the other trees grow dark and keep still, the poplar and the aspen do not darken–or hardly–and the deepest summer will not find a day in which they do not keep awake. No waters are so vigilant, even where a lake is bare to the wind.

When Keats said of his Dian that she fastened up her hair “with fingers cool as aspen leaves,” he knew the coolest thing in the world. It is a coolness of colour, as well as of a leaf which the breeze takes on both sides–the greenish and the greyish. The poplar green has no glows, no gold; it is an austere colour, as little rich as the colour of willows, and less silvery than theirs. The sun can hardly gild it; but he can shine between. Poplars and aspens let the sun through with the wind. You may have the sky sprinkled through them in high midsummer, when all the woods are close.

Sending your fancy poplar-gathering, then, you ensnare wild trees, beating with life. No fisher’s net ever took such glancing fishes, nor did the net of a constellation’s shape ever enclose more vibrating Pleiades.

 

It's my recently translated poetry. Though I still can't realize all the subtle meaning of this one. I considered this one as a great masterpiece. It took me several days translating it. It worth doing so.

January 18

真的有经济危机么?

最近2日一直在五角场和母亲置办年货。早听说经济危机,人们都囊中羞涩,没有多少现金出去消费。可是事实上,我都不敢相信,这,真的是经济危机么?

虽然我们要承认各店家在春节档期大幅度折扣的缘故和经济危机对实体经济冲击的滞后性,但是实际让我看到的简直可以用可怕来形容。排成长龙的结帐大军翘首期盼,永无休息的试衣间内人头攒动,大声吆喝的商场员工通宵达旦。甚至全国各地的名车都开来五角场这个小地方凑热闹,这厢浙F的法拉利轰鸣而来,那边京A的玛莎拉蒂就咆哮而去,宝马奔驰的数量那更是和国产桑塔纳一个级别。真想不到,这架势,好像经济危机好像只是美国人的事,和国人好像一点都没有干系。

当然,本人也凑合在里面当了一把“大款”。几千元RMB的东西就这样到了我的手上。但是作为一个“伪”款儿,我只能用那些消费卡充数,根本没有那些大户们信用卡甚至现金那样有气势。甚至,在结帐时,小姐微笑的和我说:“先生,购物卡不能开发票不能退货。”好吧,我知道现在国家鼓励老百姓用现金,那也没这样的。购物卡不是钱啊?好像购物卡里的钱就成了那秘鲁币一样不值钱。

结算后出门,又去了“美国著名超市沃尔玛”。里面的人头攒动丝毫不输其他各大百货商店。而且在这里的百姓因为购物目标的需求弹性更加小,各个摩拳擦掌准备来一次疯狂抢购。

这真是经济危机么?即便我们要承认经济危机对基本生活支出没有很大的影响,但这样与大潮流相反的现象也让我大吃了一惊。或许真正遇到寒流的还是那些房产商,等待投资的商家。对了,还有我们的学生,就业压力也将随之而来。

春节了,最后祝大家新年快乐,身体倍儿棒,吃饭倍儿香。红包拿到手软,霉运统统走光。

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振维 王wrote:
希望所有人都幸福。
Aug. 31
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恩 随风… 希望尽快散去……
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